Life is a hell of a joker; it seems to mock me all the time. I’m coming through some hard times, full of ups and downs. So, I guess, now it is a good time to introduce a bit of myself. My name is Alinne and it’s been too long since I know where my home is.
The main reason I dreamt to go there for so long has a name: Fitz Roy. In all my dreams about how it would be, I would never dare to imagine, and what it would take to made this dream happen. But it was so intense for me, I just loved that mountain even more for being there for and with me.
Some people were saying to me I would be lucky if I manage to see it. Well, I wasn’t only lucky to see it. I was lucky enough to live this! Perfectly like this. That night I just went back, took care of me, rested, and slept. Nothing was bigger than the amazing sensation I was feeling.
I did a lot of walking, a lot of talking, a lot of thinking those days. But more than that. Every step was something, I was mesmerized! But it wasn’t only about the place, the mountain, and its scenery. I realized during my walks I am turning exactly that woman I want it to be.
Every step took me there, and I knew beforehand I was going home, and indeed, I went. Home in the deepest of its meaning. I am such a lucky person. I don’t need the whole world, I just need those little pieces of it that hugs me and loves me even when I am at my worse, those that hold me by the hand and take me back to my heart!
Life is indeed a hell of a joker, mocks me all the time, but also teaches me where I least expect and, believe me, loves me unconditionally!